Thursday, April 26, 2007

truth

Girls can inspire, 
do aspire, 
make you perspire 
be motivating ... 
mesmerising , 
yet captivating , 
do cheat, 
make you loser , 
make you fumble, 
Dont grumble.. 
genious appear lost, 
do ENSLAVE the soul , 
with 'system failure' 
and the software corrupted. 


But the heart is so lovely
if you can gain trust 
so soft, 
so loving 
so tender, 
so caring 
its love that drives them 
for love to multiply... 
thus life sustains itself 
and those gorgeous SMILES...

Thursday, April 12, 2007

marriage

Initially 2 people share a dream , looking forward to novelty in life , planning a family together and appear to be like minded, put in their best showmanship...and both do not want to lose each other...as in courtship.. Marriage is a situation in which 2 people with opposite personalities are asked to share one roof...once dreams are realised...novelty is obsolete..and life gets lost between vegetables, class work , office and home ..all the energy goes into it...the only blessing is kids...that acts as a firm bondage...despite disparate personalities...survival is still ensured.

thoughts

if smile is infectious, i wana get infected.....if laughing is a disease i wana suffer with it....if i m punished fr my smile that benefits someone i wana go to gallows ....death coudnt be much sweeter then...

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

wishing you were here


Hey do you know
The wind has lost its tempest
The sun has lost the warmth
The birds don’t chirp anymore
Or can I hear them
They do
Is it ?
Its not so sweet
As vibrant
As lively
It used to be
By your sheer presence
Is it
That I have lost
The rhythm
The sense of time
The zeal
My eyes
Transfixed
On the door
Waiting ……

Will I miss u so much
I dint know
Till u went away
What seemed simple
Is most difficult
To count the seconds
The clock
The tick tock
That I hear in my ears
Shrieking of your void
Constantly
Making seconds
Look like hours
Hw long can I count
The clock is a machine
Am I not human….

Is love togetherness
Is it also a separation
The yearning
The desire to be together
The monologue
As if you are there
Are you there ?
In my thoughts
When I speak to myself
My mind preoccupied
With your dreams
I love
They show
you exist
For me
Though you may be far away
I can feel ur presence
In my life
That makes it so precious
Even if you ever go
From my life
Can you take my dreams away…

I live on hope
Of seeing you
One day
Of cryin with you
Of feeling your feelins
Of makin you feel
How much I love you
For its my most precious feeling
That I cant part with
Is it a feeling
More than , my happiness
Can measure
Do I live for it
Do I breathe it every second
Do I love so much
Being a part of you
In my dreams
Evn if you ever leave my life
Never leave my dreams
So I can live
With hope and desire
For love never dies
Mortals do
Love u

love you

If life is a dream
it would be as beautiful as you are
For its inner beauty that matters
do you have them in plenty
and the grit and the determination
sure you do

that is why the search has ended
before it began
For shells always break
spilling the beans
some here some there

are you a mystery
or an inspiration
are you a crystal which
radiates light at the end of a tunnel
The hope that transcends boundaries of sorrow
of misery
of sadness
of gaping holes
of unanswered questions
are you the hope
in a slighted eye
the twinkle of life
as in a new born
hey do you know this
you were born with a purpose
dont let this purpose fritter away
let this world be a better place
because of you
love you.

Cricket


Cricket is a game of luck

Of application

Of runs

Of politics &

Of selections


Of run outs

Of boundaries

Of sponsorships

Of celebrities

Of ball tamperings

Of match fixings

Of bets


Noone knows who would click

Who would save the day

Who would pocket the money

Whose decisions would be germaine

To win or lose the match

And who would throw the wicket away

Or would appear to throw the wicket

Of tying shoe laces

Of letting boundaries go

Is known to b a gentlemans game

But is there a shortage

Of eligible countrymen

To take a lesson from “lagaan”

And the team

For the patriotism

And the win


For people glued to tv sets

Spending the holiday

Watching full time cricket

Absorbed in the game

Engineered loss is a shock

A disappointment

A cheat

For one who dies for the country

In the war

Or in the cricket field

Is an equal martyr

That they salute

For the country”s honour to save


Isn’t it true

There is a cricketer in each one of us

To salvage the country”s pride

Lets bat together as a team

And the rules be followed strictly

Together we can also score a century

Remember the world is watching

With baited breath.

Hope


Hei I don’t know what to call this relationship
Does every relationship have a name
Some relationships are pure
Yet they may not have a name

You left me

“its not worth it”
Made a void
Believe me

I am trying hard
To make this life beautiful
With this void
That can never be filled
There are still unwritten words
And still there will be unspoken words
Sometimes silence is expressive
Like an unfulfilled wish

Why is this I say
Why is this I do
I have no answers
But does every question have an answer
Still I would not hunt for answers
I am happy with the question
It keeps me alive
With hope

I know it is playing with fire
I can feel the intensity
I know it can burn
But howsoever hard I try
It doesn’t prevent me
From sharing my feelings
But know one thing
Have to protect you
Always

Without being a liability

But the limitations exist
They have always
Like the boundaries
That prevent the splash

Though a few drops may spill
Consider me an idle drop
Insignificant

Worthless
But does it exist
It can never be

For mirages are never true
Nor are they platonic
They are real
Yet imaginary
A conflict

Of hope
That never dies
I feed on it
And wish a better sunshine
A better day tomorrow

the better human


Women are loving
Are passionate
Are best friends
Could be the worst enemies
For one who tests their prowess
Has lost on face
Has lost his face
Decimated

It’s foolhardiness
To test their strength
That is what the folklore says
If someone had any doubts
Has learnt it the hard way

They can be kind
They can be compassionate
Can change the destiny
Behind every successful man is a woman

The kids first teacher
The enculturation expert
The warmth giver
She radiates comfort
Forgives easily
Forgets easily
But requires trust
To be the basis
She is so kind
Is so helpless
At times

The first to sacrifice
History bears testimony
To countless exploits
Has never shied away
From the call of duty
Has been used
Exploited
By mean and the miserable
For their mean ends
If has felt dust
Its because of mistaken trust
For the love is total
Not half ,not one fourth

Women are so tender
So loving
Sometimes an enigma
Sometimes an open book
No one can understand
But who does
Becomes the gifted one
It’s a boon to have a great companion
A philosopher and a guide
Ones who were lucky
Have great achievements to boast of
Have lived to discover
Have been thankful of the support
Which is priceless
The less fortunate have perished
In misery

Are women the creator
And the preserver
And the destroyer
Well is this a comparison
Or no comparison is worth
Well said and time tested
Needs no certifying
No afterthought
She is cute

And tender

And caring
The children love her more
Biologically , emotionally too

It’s a dream
To take mothers place
It’s a desire to see her smiling
It’s a wish to make her happy
She has given her today for our better tomorrow
Are we ready to give our today for her better tomorrow

miss you


The rhythm
The chance
Is what matters
Is there divinity in any coincidence
Is your fragrance so holy
That you wash away the sins

Is this mere coincidence
That someone waits for u
Or it is just another
Occurrence , so ordinary
Maybe so special

Maybe its just a whiff
Of whisper
Of an untold silence
Of certain words unsaid,
Of tremulous lips,
Of voices getting choked,
Pure…
Yet untold !
Is it ….
Just the pain
Of disappointment
Of hope
Which is so lovely…
And loving too

I can only say,
I miss you.